Domestic Geek

I haven't been keeping track of my paperwork in a long time and I definitely haven't been doing anything with them since we moved into the condo. It was a big pile on my desk that I knocked off a couple of weeks ago and let sit on the floor. Today I had a major panic attack because I couldn't find a bill I needed to mail. Now I've at least got my receipts into shoe boxes to sort and the mail into piles. Why have I let my life get so out of control?

Mr. T wanted so badly to chase the deer across the street. Sadly, we were packing the car to head back to Homestead South, so I couldn't oblige him.

I tend to avoid burgers because they're not good for you, but I make an exception for the Bunkhouse Burger served at the Colonial House Restaurant in Rapid City, SD. Two bison patties! Yummy!

I have this stupid recurring dream where I'm almost ready to graduate from UNC and I have one last thing to do (a class, a recital, etc.) and I can't find a place to live. I always have it when I'm under a lot of stress and/or need to change something major. I know why I have it, it just irks me that it feels so real and I wake up panicked. One time I even went looking for my diploma and transcript to make sure I had actually finished the stupid degree.

I just woke up from having that dream. I'm agitated now because I want to quit my job in Denver, but I can't find anything up here in South Dakota. All day yesterday I brainstormed about things I could do from home, but I really need about the same income coming in or I screw Marcus over.

Also, the Lottery Gods are not cooperating.

I've been having panic attacks when I'm not at work at the thought of having to go back. Even yesterday, where this place is normally my sanctuary. I've got to find something because I can't/don't want to do this anymore.

Dang them for being so fast and not being visible in my photo, but Mr. T was trying to chase some deer in Keystone early this afternoon when we walked down to get the mail. He gets frustrated that he's always tethered to a human.