Domestic Geek

I wish I could spill what is going on at work on here. I'm so frustrated and apathetic. It's not like me at all and I don't like it. I have to keep reminding myself this is motivation to get my rear in gear and find something to do with my life that will bring me good feelings, not negative ones.

I'm also having severe colon pain again (topped with a good dose of womanly cramps - TMI - sorry). Good thing the colonoscopy is on Friday. I'm hoping they find the cause and that it is not super-serious. I have my doubts as this whole ordeal has been one wasted effort after another. I was reading the stuff they sent me earlier today. Not looking forward to this process at all.

OK, that I said, I'm going to pop a pain pill and head to bed.

I haven't been keeping track of my paperwork in a long time and I definitely haven't been doing anything with them since we moved into the condo. It was a big pile on my desk that I knocked off a couple of weeks ago and let sit on the floor. Today I had a major panic attack because I couldn't find a bill I needed to mail. Now I've at least got my receipts into shoe boxes to sort and the mail into piles. Why have I let my life get so out of control?