I. AM. SO. BLOODY. F*CKING. BORED!
Seriously, I have absolutely nothing to do. The production crew is just standing around downstairs. There are no pending jobs of mine whatsoever. I can't even work on the company's web site because the hosting bill wasn't paid and we're not even online anymore. I need to get out of here now before it is forced on me and I have nowhere to go.
I was just working on my Monster.com resume and I'll work on my paper resume here in a bit. I feel really guilty doing all of this on their dime, but I'm broke right now and already had a hysterical crying fit last night because I couldn't pay all of my bills. Having to buy plates for the car last month KILLED ME. Then there is the out-of-control gas prices. I doubt I'll be able to stretch this non-work out for a whole 8-hour shift, though. Ugh, it's only 10:30. I'm hungry, I forgot to pack my lunch this morning and I can't afford to go out. Plus, I did this Friday and I was so freakin' mentally exhausted by it when I got home. I'd rather do 8 hours of hard labor than 8 hours of BOREDOM!
Well, if I leave early today, I guess I'll go home and post stuff on eBay. I need to get some things before I can start my own business and that's not going to happen when I'm not even covering the bills. Grrrr.
I keep trying to be positive. At least I've still got my home and my jobs and I'm not a hurricane refugee. I have a man that loves me dearly (he must or he'd be gone by now, right?). I have a lot more than most, but I have goals I want to achieve and I just feel like I'm treading water right now. I should expect these feelings right now. I always get like this around my birthday. They're reminders that I've wasted another year and am no closer to my goals than I was the year before.
All right, time to quit bitching. Back to the resumes.
Seriously, I have absolutely nothing to do. The production crew is just standing around downstairs. There are no pending jobs of mine whatsoever. I can't even work on the company's web site because the hosting bill wasn't paid and we're not even online anymore. I need to get out of here now before it is forced on me and I have nowhere to go.
I was just working on my Monster.com resume and I'll work on my paper resume here in a bit. I feel really guilty doing all of this on their dime, but I'm broke right now and already had a hysterical crying fit last night because I couldn't pay all of my bills. Having to buy plates for the car last month KILLED ME. Then there is the out-of-control gas prices. I doubt I'll be able to stretch this non-work out for a whole 8-hour shift, though. Ugh, it's only 10:30. I'm hungry, I forgot to pack my lunch this morning and I can't afford to go out. Plus, I did this Friday and I was so freakin' mentally exhausted by it when I got home. I'd rather do 8 hours of hard labor than 8 hours of BOREDOM!
Well, if I leave early today, I guess I'll go home and post stuff on eBay. I need to get some things before I can start my own business and that's not going to happen when I'm not even covering the bills. Grrrr.
I keep trying to be positive. At least I've still got my home and my jobs and I'm not a hurricane refugee. I have a man that loves me dearly (he must or he'd be gone by now, right?). I have a lot more than most, but I have goals I want to achieve and I just feel like I'm treading water right now. I should expect these feelings right now. I always get like this around my birthday. They're reminders that I've wasted another year and am no closer to my goals than I was the year before.
All right, time to quit bitching. Back to the resumes.
Icehouse—Electric Blue
Name: LaDonna
