Current mood:
sick
Well, my constant feverish state broke sometime last night. It felt good to lay in bed and actually throw the covers off instead of all curled-up cold with teeth chattering. My tongue is still huge, as well as my tonsils, but I can feel stuff draining out of them and it doesn't hurt as much to drink as yesterday. Maybe by this evening or tomorrow I can actually eat something. I'M STARVING! I had a craving for vanilla pudding last night (thanks to the JELL-O pudding commercial) and I figured that I might be able to get that down. Of course, there is no pudding mix in the house anywhere. I've got like 20 boxes of Jell-0 mix, no pudding. *sigh*
This led me to pondering something last night. I usually don't actually just sit and watch tv. I've ususally got it on in the background while I surf or read. It's disgusting how much food advertising is on television and how it probably subconsciously makes me want to eat. Almost every other commercial I've seen in the last five days has been for something edible. No wonder Americans are fat when we're sitting on our butts watching television that's telling us we're hungry. Arby's commercial comes on and all of a sudden I'm craving roast beef and cheddar. Applebee's commercial and then I want steak. Rather eye-opening, it was.
I'm trying to decide if I should stay home from work another day or try to tough it out and go in. Marcus votes that I stay home, since I can barely talk (damned swollen tongue). Marcus called my manager on Wednesday (since I couldn't talk) and told him I'd be out indefinitely. The manager leaves me a voice mail yesterday asking when I'll be back because he can't do his job and mine all by himself and he kind of insinuated that I was faking being sick and the overall tone kind of pissed me off. Asshole. You know, we've been so slow lately that when I get there to make dough, the entire staff is sitting on their butts. Making dough is not rocket science. I'm sure a trained monkey could do it. He and I are not the only people in that store that have ever made dough. If he was half the manager he pretends to be, he would've delegated dough-making to several people and all would have been well. I hate his passive aggressive, "I'm a martyr, nothing in this store can be done right except me" attitude that he has. I can hardly wait to see what he gives me for hours next week to get back at me for getting sick. I must get well and get away from that sick, twisted environment.
I missed the
image contest deadline yesterday that I wanted to enter. Oh, well, that's what I get for putting things off until the last minute. I hadn't bought paper to prnt on or a frame and the ink didn't show up for my printer until yesterday. I guess it just wasn't meant to be this year. It just means I'll have a whole year to get entried ready for next year's contest. Damn, I really could've used $500 if I had won, though. *sigh*

Bob Keeshan, aka Captain Kangaroo,
died yesterday. I used to watch that show every day, along with Blinky's Fun Club, Mr. Roger's Neighborhood and Sesame Street. The Grandfather Clock was the coolest thing. I loved the storybooks that came from there. He will be missed.
My dad is the coolest. He drove over here yesterday just to bring me Coke and NyQuil. How cool is that? Then he pet Skippy and fed my bunnies. Thanks, Dad!
OK, in just the short time I've been sitting here I feel like total crap again. Guess that answers the work dilemma today. I'm going back to bed.