Domestic Geek

I have this stupid recurring dream where I'm almost ready to graduate from UNC and I have one last thing to do (a class, a recital, etc.) and I can't find a place to live. I always have it when I'm under a lot of stress and/or need to change something major. I know why I have it, it just irks me that it feels so real and I wake up panicked. One time I even went looking for my diploma and transcript to make sure I had actually finished the stupid degree.

I just woke up from having that dream. I'm agitated now because I want to quit my job in Denver, but I can't find anything up here in South Dakota. All day yesterday I brainstormed about things I could do from home, but I really need about the same income coming in or I screw Marcus over.

Also, the Lottery Gods are not cooperating.

I've been having panic attacks when I'm not at work at the thought of having to go back. Even yesterday, where this place is normally my sanctuary. I've got to find something because I can't/don't want to do this anymore.