Current mood:
exhausted
Even though I'm totally sleepy, I can't sleep. I've got too much on my mind.
I'm wondering if I should drop school for now and focus on some other things. I've let so many things go lately: me, my house, my friendships, my job. Now my schoolwork is slipping. I was so looking forward to the web classes and I've already skipped twice. I have had too much on my plate for so long that everything is giving way at once. I'm not healthy, my relationships are not healthy. Anyone who visits here can tell that I'm not happy. I used to be. I used to have fun and took care of myself and enjoy my life. I don't know when I lost that. All I know is, I can't keep doing this.
It really sucks that they don't offer the web classes more often. I've been waiting forever to take these and now I don't want to be there. It's really stupid to keep racking up debt when you're not going to give it your all. I'm wondering if I should change my focus to multimedia and learn the web stuff on my own. Hmmm.
I guess I'll find out when I talk to the registrar chick tomorrow.

Even though I'm totally sleepy, I can't sleep. I've got too much on my mind.
I'm wondering if I should drop school for now and focus on some other things. I've let so many things go lately: me, my house, my friendships, my job. Now my schoolwork is slipping. I was so looking forward to the web classes and I've already skipped twice. I have had too much on my plate for so long that everything is giving way at once. I'm not healthy, my relationships are not healthy. Anyone who visits here can tell that I'm not happy. I used to be. I used to have fun and took care of myself and enjoy my life. I don't know when I lost that. All I know is, I can't keep doing this.
It really sucks that they don't offer the web classes more often. I've been waiting forever to take these and now I don't want to be there. It's really stupid to keep racking up debt when you're not going to give it your all. I'm wondering if I should change my focus to multimedia and learn the web stuff on my own. Hmmm.
I guess I'll find out when I talk to the registrar chick tomorrow.