My body and brain are going into panic mode. This knowing I'm going to be unemployed really sucks. I've gained almost 10 pounds since I found out I'm going to be unemployed soon. I haven't changed what I'm eating (I'm actually eating less), but the stress is just making me hang onto every calorie. *sigh* I can't think straight. I'm chewing my nails to the point of bleeding. I had a panic attack a couple of hours ago to boot. I had a horrible urge to flee. I ended up going out for a drive during lunch to try to calm down. I just wanted to get on the highway and go home. I only have to do this 7 more days.
I had such a nice, peaceful day here on Monday. I closed the whole office out--blocked the air conditioning vent, closed the door, opened the window. Today, my office mate is doing everything he can to push my buttons. Grrr. He's got headphones--I wish he'd use them. I swear, it's almost like he is trying to get me to go off on him. I'll remain calm and I will prevail.
I discovered something really sucky last night. Twenty-five of my iTunes songs are gone. They're ones that I purchased with Pepsi caps last year. Apple doesn't let you redownload them, either. It's like I lost a couple of CDs. I drank Pepsi just to get those darned caps...I don't even like Pepsi. I went to play O-Zone's Dragostea Din Tei and it is nowhere to be found. Looking at my past purchases on iTunes and with the help of Marcus, I discoverd many songs disappeared around May of last year. I have no idea what happened to them. I guess if I win more Blingo certificates, I'll replace them. Otherwise, I'll have to wait until I get more moolah coming in. Here's what I lost for future reference:
I had such a nice, peaceful day here on Monday. I closed the whole office out--blocked the air conditioning vent, closed the door, opened the window. Today, my office mate is doing everything he can to push my buttons. Grrr. He's got headphones--I wish he'd use them. I swear, it's almost like he is trying to get me to go off on him. I'll remain calm and I will prevail.
I discovered something really sucky last night. Twenty-five of my iTunes songs are gone. They're ones that I purchased with Pepsi caps last year. Apple doesn't let you redownload them, either. It's like I lost a couple of CDs. I drank Pepsi just to get those darned caps...I don't even like Pepsi. I went to play O-Zone's Dragostea Din Tei and it is nowhere to be found. Looking at my past purchases on iTunes and with the help of Marcus, I discoverd many songs disappeared around May of last year. I have no idea what happened to them. I guess if I win more Blingo certificates, I'll replace them. Otherwise, I'll have to wait until I get more moolah coming in. Here's what I lost for future reference:
| I Know You're Out There Somewhere | The Moody Blues |
| Imaginary Lover | Atlanta Rhythm Section |
| Time | The Alan Parsons Project |
| Baby Come Back | Player |
| Rollin' | Limp Bizkit |
| Break Stuff | Limp Bizkit |
| Theme from Shaft | Isaac Hayes |
| Killing in the Name | Rage Against the Machine |
| Closer | Nine Inch Nails |
| Dreams | The Cranberries |
| It's My Life | No Doubt |
| Falling Away From Me | Korn |
| Make Me Bad | Korn |
| Got the Life | Korn |
| Self Control | Laura Brannigan |
| Your Wildest Dreams | The Moody Blues |
| Woo Hoo | The 5.6.7.8's |
| Supermodel | RuPaul |
| Just Lose It | Eminem |
| Rich Girl | Gwen Stephani |
| Tennessee | Arrested Development |
| Times Like These | Foo Fighters |
| The Ketchup Song (Asereje) | Las Ketchup |
| My Favorite Game | The Cardigans |
| Dragostea Din Tei (Original Romanian Version) | O-Zone |
| What Are You Waiting For? | Gwen Stefani |
Name: LaDonna
