Domestic Geek

I made a decision this morning that was really hard. See, I have an obsessive compulsive personality (it's why I don't let myself go gambling). You should see all of these lists I made for this stupid puzzle trying to find all the pieces. Well, this morning I'm walking away. I still had 14 pieces to find, people had found 8 more than I, I don't know where else to look and it quit being fun two days ago. I stopped. It's tempting to open the searches and start again, but I've wasted too much on this already. I think that's why I'm a little sad and a lot angry. Not because I didn't win, but because I let myself get sucked into this. I've gained a couple of pounds this week because I haven't moved from in front of this computer between both job and puzzle hunting. I'll continue the job hunt, but I need to quit wasting my time on this. My house is a mess. I'm a mess. Congratulations to whoever wins it.