Sunday, May 09, 2004

Sun
9
May
2004

Garden Lost

Current mood: bearmood — thoughtful thoughtful
I think I may have discovered one of the reasns I've been so unhappy lately. It came to me as a dream last night. I NEED to garden. In my dream, I was digging, tilling, planting, weeding, watering and reaping the fruits of my labor. I felt accomplished. I was happy. I can't have a garden here. There's no room, the landlord is anal about water consumption, and the damned cats would dig in it anyway. I love hanging out at nursuries and picking out plants. I can't go now—it makes me terribly sad.