Here I sit...far from bright-eyed and busy-tailed (where did that expression come from, anyways?)
I was up quite late last night. I've written before how I can't sleep very well when Marcus isn't home. I haven't been sleeping well period lately. Between the stress I'm under, my weight, our neighbors, the local wildlife, the dog and Marcus' alarm, I can't remember the last time I slept uninterrupted for more than 4 hours.
I took every precaution I could to get as much sleep as possible. I spent an hour trying to figure out how to turn off his darned alarm. He's got one of those cool Timex Atomic Time clocks that keeps in sync with the Atomic Clock in Boulder, I'm guessing. It's awesome after a power outage because it will be correct within a few seconds. The bad thing...you need a mechanical engineering degree to work the darned thing. I doubt the paper copy of the instructions that came with it still exist in our household. Marcus' position is that, "Instructions are for girls." Yeah, well, hello? I am one. A search on the Timex site produced nothing. I can only get instructions for the watches currently being sold, it seems. You think they'd archive the old ones somewhere. I finally found a guy on the internet that was as frustrated as I with the convoluted process of setting the alarm. Fortunately, he scanned the instructions and I printed them out. Yay!!! I decided to let the dog have free roam of the house so he wouldn't pant all night. I went to the bathroom so my bladder wouldn't wake me up.
All for naught. I woke up at about the same time Marcus' alarm would've gone off. Boooooo! I tried to go back to sleep. By then, the dog knew I had stirred and he wanted to go out. I GIVE UP!
Marcus and Mike left a little while ago for their annual Pikes Peak hike. Nina and I normally go along and spend the day hanging out in the Springs until it is time to pick them up at the summit. I just wasn't in the mood this year. So, I'm all alone at the homestead this evening and almost all day tomorrow. If I had money, I'd order myself in a pizza. *sigh* Oh, well.
Being unemployed really, really sucks. I don't see how people can stand being in this state for very long. It's been thee weeks since my last day and I'm going CRAZY! My new job is out there, I just need to find it. I have skills that want to be used.
I have decided I am NOT doing this freelance thing. Not right now, anyway. I still want to own my own business of some kind, but the time is not right. I really need the stability and security of full time job. Come on, employers, you want me!
Reading magazines and counting sheep to pass the time away
Hoping that tomorrow's gonna bring a smile back home again
Images of palm trees swaying in the wind on South Beach
Takes me back to better days, Summer rays, the Everglades in June
My brain, my poor brain
My brain, my poor brain
I'm drinking myself to sleep again, Nightnurse pills to keep me sane
Drinking myself to sleep again, Insomnia
Flying high in golden skies, I'm flicking channels in my mind
Finding my utopia a different chapter in a book
Thinking back to younger days as I escape in Cooper's Break
It takes me back to '84 the future's knocking at my door
My brain, my poor brain
My brain, my poor brain
I'm drinking myself to sleep again, Nightnurse pills to keep me sane
Drinking myself to sleep again, Insomnia
I'm drinking myself to sleep again, Nightnurse pills to keep me sane
Drinking myself to sleep again, Insomnia
Turning off a switch inside me, Leaving all the stress behind me
Flying over streams and houses, Passing over the Wye Valley
It takes me back to '84 the future's knocking at my door
My brain, my poor brain
I'm drinking myself to sleep again, Nightnurse pills to keep me sane
Drinking myself to sleep again, Insomnia
I'm drinking myself to sleep again, Nightnurse pills to keep me sane
Drinking myself to sleep again, Insomnia
I'm drinking myself to sleep again, Nightnurse pills to keep me sane
Drinking myself to sleep again, Insomnia.
LaDonna is the #687 most common female first name. 0.016% of females in the US are named LaDonna. Around 19,600 US females are named LaDonna! source: namestatistics.com (no longer online)
LOCATION: Black Hills, SD DOB: September 11 SEX: Female